Wishing upon a star, waiting for ours to fall from Heaven.: in aw.

Where should I start. I guess the easy way is to say it. I'm pregnant. Yea, I'm pregnant. me. I am. I still can't believe it. I wish I had 1000 tests. I would take every last one of them. My temp was off yesterday so I really couldn't rely on its upwardness b/c I had slept with my heating pad on accidentally. Fertility Friend showed me as 9 DPO and last month my LP was 12 days...wow the 2ww flew by this month. So technically I was within 5 days of AF. But I had thought that I had decided Thursday to wait until Monday, seeing as how Dillon was home Thursday and Friday and I wanted to surprise him. So I went and visited Caiden yesterday and loved on him, we finally became friends, he didn't like me the first time I held him, but I figured out yesterday that he is really picky about how he is held, so I was over there oh, about 3 hours..and my gpa called and said he had our beef and was headed over with it, so I headed home and chatted with him for awhile. Dillon was in KC i had just talked to him and he said they were heading home from Cableas. So After he left I just had this urge to POAS. I only had 2 in the house, but I just felt like I should, it wasn't FMU it was diluted even from water and lunch. So I went and pee'd in a cup...well wasn't so diluted it was actually pretty dark. So I dropped it on the test. Got up brought it all to the kitchen hid the cup in the trash can, was about to throw the test away because there hadn't be a line. I looked at it again with sunlight. Wait? What is that. That...that's ...that's a line. OMG. Is that a line? no. Yes. it is. It's pink. It's a line. OMG. OMG. OMG. OMG. No. yes. omg. Truman, omg it's a line. Oh no. Truman. Oh no nonono. OMG. yes...that's a line. OMG. I was shaking SO hard and then started having a mini asthma attacked. So I ran around the house getting Dill's surprise ready (which is in an earlier post) and then I thought, wait. what if it isn't a line. So I looked again yes. it's there. OMG. So I was like ok, take the other test. I couldn't pee. I ran my hand under water, cold cold water. Couldn't do it. Okay...just go sit a minute. Okay. So I come back to the computer and tell my GP girls. That was the MOST amazing feeling to actually SAY it. Yes. i'm kTFU. So finally I have to pee...I go pee. test. Postive. more so than the last one. its positive. omg. i really am pregnant. Omg. I text Dillon to see where they are, harrisonville 45 mins away. okay. 45 mins settle down emily. I couldn't type. I had to lie to him and tell him I wanted to know b/c we were going to my parents house since my mom had just got back from FL. So I kind of calm down, I had to I couldn't breath. His surprise is all set up. I take Truman and Izzy out. They of course run off so I'm out in snow chasing them. That actually helped me come back to reality. He gets home. OMG here it goes. I hand him the first card, he's like what? whats this for...the whole time he's like what are you doing it's not my birthday we already did christmas. I'm like just keep going. so he finally gets to the last card in the oven. Opens the oven. I had printed off a picture of a bun since he rudely ate the last one earlier in the week. He pulls it out looks at it for a second, looks at my stomach, up at me crying, and buries his head in my neck. I think he said "really"..I'm not sure, I know he said how do you know, I said well there was a test laying there but you droped it. So we took a picture outside for how we were going to tell our parents. Then we went to dinner and he was really quiet, so I said...why aren't you talking? He said do I ever talk. okay true but seriously SERIOUSLY I'M PREGNANT. lol. he did start asking questions and stuff about the dr appointments. um so we came home and i fixed up q and chans way for telling them and allisons ill post pics at the end. oh and for our parents. I started looking into due date and all of that last night too. I could not sleep last night. It was not fun. I got up and POASed again this morning..positive. I was hoping it would be dark so I could get a clearer picture. no go. but the line is there FOR sure. So we finally got back to sleep and slept until 8. then I could NOT wait to tell my parents. So we head out there. They were showering or something and finally came to the living room...and I handed the pic frame to my mom..she got it immediately jumped up and hugged me..as she was hugging me i said "i didn't expect it to happen so fast"...as my cousins have all had issues...my dad said you and your grandmother. --they had 4 kids w/in 5 years of marriage--...my dad was born before their first anniversary..so he went on talking about how i have her feritle blood which I never even considered. They were excited. my dad was in shock told me to call my gma, but I want to wait and let everyone enjoy my brothers engagement for a while, other wise it isn't fair to them. So then we ate and managed to not tell my brother because I want to tell him and my fSIL today while we're all together. We then went and told Allison, since I was her first phone call when she found out about Caiden..She was SO excited..she opened the picture, and just stared at me and said does this really mean? And I nodded..she hugged me..she's not a hugging person..it was great. So then we hung out with them for a while..came home..i looked at the tests again, still positive. Dillon is out hunting, I don't know when we will tell his parents. It's SO crazy. I think that is it for now..I'll post pics.